Faith
Recently Chris sent me the latest
http://www.edge.org/ newsletter. It's mostly a newsletter that many scientists contribute too here and there. I recommend it for anyone interested in the current opinions and trends of today's scientific community. Anyway the newsletter posed the question “What do you have faith in but cannot prove?”. I scanned through about a 100 of the responses from scientists. Granted most of them were out to push their latest theories but some of them gave insightful answers. One psychologist claimed that it's been proven that people who have faith are more content, healthier and lead fuller lives than those that don't. That doesn't mean faith in god but faith in anything, goodness of mankind, the sun will come up tommorow, marriage, children are our future, etc. So I asked myself that same question, what do I faith in? Well I don't have faith in a higher power, I think we are physical creatures, live and die slaved to chemical reactions. Nothing “higher” sees us, cares about us or even exists. It was a hard question to answer and I still can't come up with a solid faith that I have. I've never had an urge to have faith in something, I usually get red flags when I find myself in those situations. There was a time when I had faiths but have lost them through the years. Experience usually teaches us that. The older I get the more cautious I get when it comes to believing in something. Chris uses the concept of the push-pull between chaos and stability as the driving force in a lot of self organizing systems such as life (we've named it SOC or Self Organizing Criticality). Maybe faith is something that puts us out in the chaos, exposes us to a predator. The result is personal growth when we find the fine line between faith and proof. It's a question I plan to carry around in my head for awhile. Surely there is something out there I believe in that I have no proof of and as my dad would say “letting my ass hang out there”.